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I Don't Deserve You

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Reads 48
Votes 1
Parts 1
Time 1h 38m

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You were a noble from a far away island of Inazuma. Your family head had to attend a banquet held on Narukami Island. They brought you along. In hopes of finding you a prospering potential partner. Never would you imagine. You would fall for the foreign retainer who serves the Kamisato clan after a fated encounter. Forbidden feelings brew. But it all tumbled like it was stone. It all fell down as if fate was laughing at your efforts to live. These bittersweet moments. Why can't you be free?

Gender Neutral POV ThomaxReader One-shot
This is not a happy story. I'm going to break your heart. For the majority of the story. Inspired by the POV playlist linked in story.All Rights Reserved

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