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I Don't Deserve You

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Time 1h 38m

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You were a noble from a far away island of Inazuma. Your family head had to attend a banquet held on Narukami Island. They brought you along. In hopes of finding you a prospering potential partner. Never would you imagine. You would fall for the foreign retainer who serves the Kamisato clan after a fated encounter. Forbidden feelings brew. But it all tumbled like it was stone. It all fell down as if fate was laughing at your efforts to live. These bittersweet moments. Why can't you be free?

Gender Neutral POV ThomaxReader One-shot
This is not a happy story. I'm going to break your heart. For the majority of the story. Inspired by the POV playlist linked in story.All Rights Reserved

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❝ i hope i never lose you, hope it never ends. i'd never walk cornelia street again.❞ modern!au it was bad for him, for you, for the both of you. you knew that and so did he but neither wanted to let go. why? why suffer and indulge in the pain any longer when the both of you knew that this relationship was a lost cost? maybe it's because deep inside, both of you are hoping that the sweet sensational memories of the early days in your relationship would come back. maybe the both of you are still hoping that you could still love each other for a second time. ❝ that's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend. i'd never walk cornelia street again❞ ↳ fluff ᵕ̈ ↳ angst ᵕ̈ started: July 29, 2022 ended: August 4, 2022 banners from @Amedan1126 on twitter.

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