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Up in the smoke

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Reads 48
Votes 10
Parts 10
Time 1h 53m

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"It happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don't bother hittin' me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me - I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it's my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there is nothing I can do about it."

What keeps me alive? 
Breathing, friends and family, sex, weed and alcohol? 
I know my past will always remain a part of me, that I will never abandon it. 
I know I will never fix it; I know that things will never be the same as they were before me. 
This city, these people, this heart try to tear me apart every day. 
But how much longer can I just laugh away the agony...?

(This novel contains language and situations of an adult nature. Some material may be inappropriate for younger readers!)All Rights Reserved

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Love Alarm [Based On A True Story]

"Stefen loves you." "No he doesn't." "Yes he does." Silence. "Nat is right. Stefen loves you." "Shut up Railey." "It's true." "No it's not." "How do you know that?" "Because the alarm didn't ring in my heart." _ My name is Ariana Manzel, your average teenage girl with an average face, average childhood, average family, average...everything. Except for one thing. I have an alarm in my heart. Not just any alarm, but a Love alarm. And its purpose you ask? It rings when it knows I have fallen in love with someone. Isn't that just so reassuring? To know when you love someone? So that you don't have any doubts? No. It's not reassuringat all. Not when it rings too many times at once. I have always been a strong believer of true love, and have always tried to use this ability to search for my true one. But...here's the thing. Looking for true love is like looking for treasure on a pirates island. So welcome to my story! Here you will join me in my long quest of searching true love, until we finally meet our own results! But I'm warning you, it might get a little...bitter. Enjoy! _______ Previously known as Sorry I'm Aromantic. This story is based on the life of a certain person who I shall not mention now. If you are curious to know who it is, read until the end! And also, character names, places, and locations have been changed to protect the real people's privacy. All rights reserved.