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Overthinking [ONESHOT]
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WARNING: Contains triggering themes such as Self-Harm, thoughts/attempts of suicide. Read with caution.
"I don't know why I'm like this. Either I'm in the way or I'm crying. Why can't I just be normal, be perfect, like everyone wants me to be? Why do I have to be so wrong?"
(This is NOT a cry for help, I just wanted to make something like this since, as an overthinker, it can be painful, VERY painful.)
[If you're feeling in any way like this, please please PLEASE get help. Talk to someone, anyone who cares. You can even come to me if it helps. I'm always down to chat.]
{Remember, you are important. You are loved, and you deserve to be loved.]
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