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I hate to admit it

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bangchan chan chris christopher christopherbangchan ihatetoadmiteit skz skzoo straykids بانج تشان ستراي سكيز سكيزوو كريس كريستوفر كيدز

Our world is different, so how can I meet that far away, how can I contemplate his eyes outside my dreams 
 his hug in my dreams it's so warm, how would it be in reality? 
My heart burns longing for him, how long will I wait to meet himAll Rights Reserved

bangchan chan chris christopher christopherbangchan ihatetoadmiteit skz skzoo straykids بانج تشان ستراي سكيز سكيزوو كريس كريستوفر كيدز

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