notes for you.. or memories for me

there is a certain beauty in being able to write and not being able to speak, although it's not often that it's someone's first language

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i wrote lots of these parts long ago then rewrote a bit later, and now 1.5 years after reworking it now i feel it could be published. i actually don't like some sections, but i know i am my own biggest critic and i think they would fit better here than any other book i may put out in the future. plus i have literally no idea what to write if i do remove any parts.
anyhow hope you enjoy! pls let you know what you think kindly as im sensitive af. thank you so much for your time:)