Adore or Love, My Dear?
River_Writing
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River_Writing
Ongoing, First published May 05, 2023
Mature
darkmagicdeitysfantasygayfictiongaylovegodsandgoddesseslgbtfictionlgbtrightsmentalhealthromance
TW/Warning: Cussing, Conversion love, Vomit, Child Ab*se, Self-h@rm, and Su!c!d1e thoughts
Started: May 7th 2023
"And when he received that Valentines Day gift from me and saw it, he had a huge smile on his face. "Thank you so much! I love it!" He said. I blushed when he hugged me immediately. I hugged back, looking at him, wishing one thing: I wish I could've kissed him."
Adelram has been gay ever since he found out he liked guys and researched what it was. Adelram tells a story to someone about his life and things with Error, his crush. As he finds out, Crystal, a beautiful girl, likes Error too, and he becomes distant to Error. It doesn't come easy there, too. Adelram has CVS(Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome), which doesn't help when he gets picked on or has too much work to do. As he keeps figuring out himself and of Error, Adelram tries to keep going....but it's hard when you live in a world where it's horrible and it's hell.
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From The Outside In (GirlXGirl)

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