like poison

the judgement ate at me
slowly eating at my skin
all i wanted was to be free
i felt dizzy ready to spin
people can be so cruel
taking her away
only seeing her in school
its like poison to my heart
like acid eating away at the person i am...

have you ever been in so much writhing pain that it kept you awake at night?
tossing turning screaming out for those you love?
for the sanity of yourself?
i have...
they tried to take from me but i will fight on
no matter the pain no matter the cost shes all i care about
i want her and no other i will shed promises and feel good because it means i can have her
its fucked up i know but i need it i need her!
like a healthy addiction she keeps me happy and alive and she inspires me to keep fighting