my brother and my life

i have a mentally handicap brother that is two years older than me and we've been in and out of foster care, all my life. He's seventeen and still in diapers. I've been told time and time again i'll never measure up or be worth anything. I'm sent from relative to relative all over the U.S. and I have a lot of stamps in my passport. I suck at English, even though i've been speaking it since I was two. I get honor roll but my next to youngest brother always got principal's list. He's three times my size and four years older. I'm the youngest of seven with only one sister and the only christian in my whole family. Welcome to my world that i share with my twin. By Rozitamarie