Living with anxiety disorder is harder than we think. I'm just a nurse, black and living with anxiety disorders. I can't affirm to myself that I'm enough, I get hurt easily. The only pain I can tolerate and get over with is the physical pain, I can't handle the pain I feel inside. That is what led me to harming myself. All went better when I married Martino. It wasn't an easy route but it was better than any other thing. Love my perfection ************************************************* Hi reader. I'm not a perfect writer, some of the things you read might not really make sense, some might be too obvious. I'm not too good in English also, pardon me. Happy readings.