𝔾𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 (𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 𝔸𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥) - softlavenderflower - Wattpad

𝔾𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 (𝕃𝕖𝕖 𝔽𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕩 𝔸𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥)

softlavenderflower

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Parts 43
Time 1h 24m

Reads 13,598
Votes 538
Parts 43
Time 1h 24m

softlavenderflower

Mature

"w-who are you?"

"i'm me, felix. i'm your friend."

"r-really?"

"yes, and let's keep it that way."

...


in which lee felix let's the voices control him, not knowing he's letting himself spiral into darkness. the members are a little too late to realize the dangerous game he's playing but it doesn't hurt to try to save him, does it?


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