what's left in the grief?

Using this as my personal diary, to let out all the thoughts I sit in my bed and lose sleep over. I hope in some way, here I will feel less alone, and maybe, someone out there will take solace in knowing they are not alone, someone else feels this too.

there will be a list of possible triggers, which I will list briefly below, and at the beginning of all chapters, so if you're reading, you can skip if needed.

trigger warning:
grief, pet loss, family loss, SA, DV, CSA, parental abuse (specially from a mother), parental neglect (both mother and father,) generational trauma/MH, mental health, SH, addiction, LGBT+ issues, politics.