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WHAT I HIDE // Bucky x Y/n

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(Y/n) Barnes the Wife of Bucky Barns long ago in the 40's. 
Since childhood Bucky, Steve and (Y/n) were best friends doing everything together. When the war came (Y/n) went out to help. But the war wasn't her biggest problem after losing her husband and best friend (Y/n) tried her best to stay strong. 

Years later Steve is found alive and is met by a pleasant surprise (Y/n) telling him she was stuck in ice but woke up two years before, but the truth behind what happened to her was similar to the story of Bucky.



(Y/n) x Bucky.

Includes:
Captain America the first Avenger, 
The Avengers, 
Captain America The Winter Soldier, 
Avengers Age of Ultron, 
Captain America Civil War, 
Avengers Infinity War, 
Avengers Endgame, 
The Falcon and the Winter Soldier...

(I obviously do not own all of this and I only own (y/n))All Rights Reserved

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Mine (Bucky Barnes) by ArtemisDandee

**Warning: 18+, due to violence, sex, and dark themes** Another victim of Hydra. She was only supposed to be temporary, but one thing she discovers is that The Asset likes consistency. And he doesn't like to share. **I don't own any characters from Marvel nor do I claim to! The main character and a few oc's are mine. Bucky BarnesxOC

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 | barnes² by missymally

𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐘 Barnes is a ghost to the new age. After losing her in the year 1950, Bucky Barnes lost himself. He was forced into a life of killing and torture, involuntarily serving Hydra for 70 years as their greatest asset. He struggled with the memory of his lover and struggled even more with living on in a world without his Lucy. When the year 2023 comes, he and Steve Rogers are given a once-in-a-lifetime chance at time travel, taking advantage of the opportunity to save Lucy and bring her to the future. But even though they deserve a life of peace, will the fight ever truly be over? BOOK 2 in the 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 series BOOK 4 in the 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐘 series [bucky barnes x fem!oc] [post-avengers: endgame → the falcon and the winter soldier] [started 11.13.21 → ended 4.17.22] © missymally & marvel

Red, White & Blue | Bucky x Reader by cosmopolyssan

Since childhood, Y/n Y/l/n, Steven Rogers, and Bucky Barnes have been an inseparable trio, always watching each other's backs. But when WWII breaks out, and Steve and Bucky enlist to fight, how far is Y/n willing to go to ensure her friends' safety? A story of love, friendship, and sacrifice. Trigger Warnings: This book contains scenes with torture, PTSD, and graphic descriptions of blood. Remember to take care of yourself and only read what you are comfortable with. I DO NOT OWN THE MARVEL PLOT OR CHARACTERS. This is a work of fan fiction. #1 buckybarnesxreader - Dec 8, 2022 #1 buckyxreader - Dec 10, 2022, Dec 12, 2022

"I'm sorry" by BuckleyDiazForever

She spent her final days with her lover Bucky Barnes fighting before he left for WWll. Little did she know she would soon be joining him in the war. Told she was going to be an assistant for Howard Stark she finds she leaves for England just a few days after her lover. She learns that she wasn't an assistant after all but a test subject. As is her best friend Steve Rodgers. What challenges will they face. And when they learn that Bucky's division has been captured by Hydra what will they do to save him. "I'm sorry Bucky" "No it's my fault, if it weren't for me you'd still be safe on that train with Steve" "I love you" "I love you too" That was the last thing they heard before hitting the ground. *I only own the rights to my original characters in this story and the other stories as well.*

War Torn || Civil War by SaveTheBrooklynBoys

Sequel of Rumors of War, The Immortality War, and Winter's War. Book Four of Five. Set during Captain America: Civil War. .•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. "I love you, James Buchanan Barnes. Just breathe. Your war is over." I loop my fingers around his, making one small connection as the whole world falls apart around us. Bucky takes my white Lady Liberty helmet off my head, allowing my messy braided hair to fall out. With a small smile, he brushes my dark bangs from my eyes. I close my eyes and lean into his hand. Whatever happens after this, we've found each other again. If that's the only good thing that survives today, I'm okay with that. .•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. Two years have passed since Alexander Pierce nearly fulfilled HYDRA's mission. Two years have passed since the Insight carriers were destroyed. Two years have passed since they discovered that Bucky Barnes was not only alive but has been the Winter Soldier for seventy years. Two years have passed since Emma made the ultimate sacrifice to defeat HYDRA and awaken Bucky within the Winter Soldier. Much has happened in the time she was asleep. The Avengers have fought another threat of their own making and have added new members to the team. Grant Barnes is alive, Steve and Natasha are a couple, and Bucky is still missing. To Emma, everything seems to be the same. But nothing lasts forever. The events of a failed mission force the Avengers to make a choice: safety or freedom. Sides are taken which sever the Avengers down the middle. Things are not always as they seem. Agendas and secrets split apart the Avengers more effectively than enemies ever could. And with a confused Bucky in the mix, the truth about his and Emma's past is bound to come to light: the good and the bad. One secret in particular involves all of them. A secret that will bring the Avengers to their end. [COMPLETED] {Cover by @CaroDelMonte © 2018}

Out of Time (Book 1) by BarelyContainedChaos

Bucky Barnes was always a pain in Betty's ass. Until he wasn't... Betty Rogers was glad that her brother had made a new friend, someone to look out for him. Yeah, he was annoying as hell most of the time, but he could be fun, and kind. This is Betty's story of growing up, finding love, going to war, and being out of time. A/N - I do not own the rights to any of the characters or dialogue featured in the MCU. This is a fanfic based before and during the events of Captain America: First Avenger.

Soul Stealer ~ (A Bucky Barnes Love Story) by KealaLeilani

The fall of SHIELD and decimation of HYDRA was only the beginning. The history you thought you knew was a lie. Bucky Barnes may have escaped from HYDRA, but he didn't do it alone. He went back for a woman he barely remembers, but somehow can't forget. She's the secret everyone would die to possess. Hidden in plain sight until the day she disappeared without a trace. She's been a prisoner for longer than she's been alive, but she's done hiding. Thrust into the middle of a war they never wanted and forced to run from enemies and friends alike the only people they can trust are each other. Can two broken souls find peace or will the enemy they've been fighting their whole lives destroy them once and for all? The world may fear The Winter Solider, but they've never faced a threat like the Soul Stealer. (Bucky Barnes x OFC) ~ While some parts of this story may roughly follow the movies in the MCU there will be major cannon divergence. Hope you enjoy! I don't own/have rights to the MCU or any of its characters. However, the characters and plot lines I've created are my own. Please do not plagiarize.

Burn B•Barnes by monstermunchxoxo

She got to the end of the cliff and closed her eyes jumping ready for impact. But there was none. She slowly opened her eyes, and saw Bucky's metal arm on her right. She breathed in and looked up and saw Bucky's angry eyes. "You have got to stop doing that!" He snapped. She smiled brightly pulling him into a hug and sighed. "You're free Sargent James Bucky Barnes" he slowly started to hug her back and the two looked at the top of the cliff seeing Shuri holding onto her chest. Bucky Barnes• Captain America and The Winter Soldier- The Falcon and the Winter Soldier

But I Love Him || Bucky Barnes x Reader by florence5923

He's the one you love but you can't have him. That only makes you want him more y/n and Bucky Barnes have always been best friends. You've always been there for each other ever since you were kids. But when he grows up to become quite a flirt, you start to notice how charming and absolutely perfect he really is. But then what happens when he gets into a serious relationship with a dodgy girl and you can't help but feel something. perhaps... jealousy? But then all hell rains down. Contains: Swearing, sex references, abuse, mentions blood Good rankings: #1 buckybarnesxreader 24/9/21 + 11/1/22

The Other Soldier by annomous_andr_andim

Discontinued River x Bucky Barnes. I use the name River because it's easier to write, so wherever you see River, just replace it with your name :) River, Steve, and Bucky are all best friends. You and Bucky have been dating since you were 16 and he was 19. You, Bucky, and Steve enrolled in the army. Steve fell in love with you since the first time he met you, just like Bucky. After you and Bucky fell you, guys were given the serum and as well brainwashed. After decades, you two forget about each other not remembering a thing. One day the Avengers decide to take you in. In the compound, you meet Bucky again, but you two got off on the wrong foot... what will happen then... Steve asks you out... who will you choose... READ TO FIND OUT!!!! NOT MY PHOTOS FROM PINTEREST AND GOOGLE GETS INTERESTING IN CHAPTER 10 IF YOU WANT TO SKIP AHEAD ⚠️WARNING!!!!⚠️ - Language - Sexual language??? (I think that's what it's called) - Descriptive (At this point I'm relating this to my life :( I'm lonely, I also do have depression and this is my therapy) Inspiration from other writers here :))) finally ended up doing something with my fantasizes :))))

The Winter She Made by XsleeplesswritingX

They were forged in war and fractured by the same hands that made them monsters. Katherine Zola was born with a name she never chose, the daughter of HYDRA's most notorious architect. A child genius, a living weapon, and the program's most effective ghost. Her mission logs were sealed in blood and buried in silence-until one day, she was given a name: Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes. She didn't know why HYDRA wanted him-not at first. Only that she was ordered to track, weaken, and retrieve him. That her mission began before his fall from the train in 1945. That she was the reason he ended up in enemy hands. And she did it. She followed orders. She delivered him. What she didn't expect was to care. What she didn't plan for was falling in love with the man she helped damn. Bucky Barnes thought he was just another casualty of HYDRA-another soldier stripped of self and turned into a weapon. But the truth was darker. His capture wasn't chance. It was chosen. He was targeted by a girl with smoke in her lungs, ghosts in her eyes, and a lie tucked in her smile. A girl who became everything to him, right before she disappeared. Decades later, they stand on opposite sides of the same war-both survivors of mind control, both drowning in guilt. And both still tethered to each other by a past neither can outrun. Because she was his mission long before he ever became hers. -Set during Captain America: The First Avenger, Captain America: Civil War, Avengers: Infinity War, The Falcon and The Winter Soldier, Thunderbolts -long book, buckle up for the ride. #1 in thewintersoldier 9.24.25 #1 in original character 9.23.25 #2 in jamesbarnes 9.24.25 #3 in samwilson 10.9.25 #6 in wintersoldier 9.24.25

Defence and Attack by the-writing-girl

When Steve's long lost friend Bucky Barnes appears, his fellow Avenger (y/n) (l/n) helps him to keep Bucky safe. From there (y/n) swears to help Bucky through his hardships and scarring history as the brainwashed 'Winter Soldier', and sparks fly between the two. Life however has a way of throwing obstacles at those trying to regain happiness - will their relationship survive? This is a Bucky Barnes X Reader romance story! This story will include adult content and dark themes, please be prepared for this before reading. It will begin with Civil War and work through Bucky's timeline, but more information will be shared in the description! *completed*

The Voices by writingndreamsxx

Bucky and Ev, two childhood friends that have beaten the odds and denied what has been between them for too long. But what happens when they fall into the same hands that will forge the rest of their future? Evelyn Grant was a normal girl. Growing up was hard in Brooklyn in the 40s when you have health problems. But with a best friend that lived nearby with similar issues, Steve Rogers and Evelyn become inseparable. But with Steve, comes Bucky Barnes. They deny their connection well into their early adult life until Evelyn is captured by Hydra. Years of torture and conditioning later, Bucky is thrown into the same pit of hell and even though they don't remember each other, the connection is still strong. Evelyn is forced to be Buckys handler. His punisher. That was until the events of Captain America: The Winter Solider. Now Steve must save Evelyn and find Bucky, before anything bad happens. But can Evelyn and Bucky even be in the same room without guilt and memories destroying them? Will they finally face their feelings for each other? Dragged into another war they didn't sign up for, they both must decide if fighting for themselves and their lives can be accomplished after years of actions they can't claim. ...And the feelings they can't outrun

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Bucky Barnes X Y/N (Fem) Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and yourself are a close group of best friends. You guys have been through everything. Life is perfect for you, until things change when you all enter the grueling fight of WWII. The stress of the war causes you too see Bucky truly, but when a devastating mission claims the life of the person you learned you love most, how will you cope? A/N The story takes place in the 1940's and follows the basic plot of Captain America: The First Avenger. In this story, Y/N, Steve, and Bucky are all close friends until Y/N realizes her true feelings. Most of the major markers in the movie also take place here. *I do not own any characters in this story or any plotline. All characters and applicable plotlines belong to Marvel Studios.*

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