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WHAT I HIDE // Bucky x Y/n
Iain62
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  • Reads 202,060
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  • Time 7h 2m
Iain62
Complete, First published May 08, 2023
Mature
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(Y/n) Barnes the Wife of Bucky Barns long ago in the 40's. 
Since childhood Bucky, Steve and (Y/n) were best friends doing everything together. When the war came (Y/n) went out to help. But the war wasn't her biggest problem after losing her husband and best friend (Y/n) tried her best to stay strong. 

Years later Steve is found alive and is met by a pleasant surprise (Y/n) telling him she was stuck in ice but woke up two years before, but the truth behind what happened to her was similar to the story of Bucky.



(Y/n) x Bucky.

Includes:
Captain America the first Avenger, 
The Avengers, 
Captain America The Winter Soldier, 
Avengers Age of Ultron, 
Captain America Civil War, 
Avengers Infinity War, 
Avengers Endgame, 
The Falcon and the Winter Soldier...

(I obviously do not own all of this and I only own (y/n))
All Rights Reserved
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