Alison Redder is a 18 year old Youtuber living in south London. After she finds out her boyfriend has been cheating on her, she is lost. Her world and all she knew, is shattered. She used to feel safe, she had a safe place, a safe relationship, a safe life. But then she meets Joe Sugg, her best friends brother, and she discovers parts of herself that she never dared to seek out before, that are by no means safe.
But it isn't that easy.
Thats when the light-haired South African boy enters the picture. WARNING: Story contains sexual content and vulgar language, so read at your own risk.
{ DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT MY WRITING IN THE FIRST LIKE 5 CHAPTERS I WAS 11 AND ITS CRINGY OKAY JUST GET THROUGH THEM IT GET BETTER PROMISE}
Trigger warning
Abuse
Cyber bullying
Abusive mother
Self harm
My name is Zoe Sugg, I'm a British YouTuber I have just hit 4 million subscribers. I have the best boyfriend in the world, Alfie Deyes, and an amazing family but what goes up...must come down