Forever & Over
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I wrote most of these when I was in a really dark time in my life it felt like I was drowning and sinking but now I finally learned how to float and breathe again.
When I look back at these mistakes and this undescribable pain, I like to still write about it even though I don't feel like that anymore, it helps assure me that I won't put myself through it again.
Even though I'm getting better I decided to make this anyways because it feels good to let your emotions out and I let mine out through poetry and sometimes it feels even better to let your emotions out to other people. So, that's what I'm doing. I'm writing how I feel thats kind of what poetry is all about, right?
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Started: May 17th, 2023
Ended: December 21st, 2023
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