Chivalry of Selfish One
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I am the ruler of myself. My world, and my kingdom. Take it upon the face of fate. For if I am in luck, I shall rejoice on high. If in despair, I shall curse the worlds above and below.
I am the law, that I will abide, and I will take sanctions if I break. I am the king in this world, and the pheasant in my domain. No one is above the law but me.
Hearken not of my words, for I am a selfish one. Who puffs the fumes out of the streaming beam of light, who reverses the codes of humanity and sociality.
And if you do, you will be with my despair!
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