A Song For You
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Concluído, Primeira publicação em mai 09, 2023
This is a song I wrote about the boy I fell in love with and everything. How and why I fell for him and why I thought for so long he loved me. But I was wrong. Dear Julian, if you ever find this (which I doubt you will) you will know how much I care for you in the words I wish I could've said still wuv ya nuzzles x3. This also for anyone going through anything hard and feels unloved... your not alone. Wherever the winds take you I hope your well...
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