"I remember seeing him for the first time, too. He looked like he belonged in some punk boyband. Instant attraction. I could bet on my life that he knew exactly what he wanted to do with his life, as well. And once I got to know him, I was right. It's such a shame how things ended out. And to know that it was all my fault...that kills me inside every single day. I knew what it meant to him, and I threw that away. And now he's gone, and he'll never be able to how beautiful the world actually is."