Ocean Of Need
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Ongoing, First published May 11, 2023
Mature
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OCEAN OF NEED - Edited Version! A darker kind of love...
Spice rating 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

⚠️21+Chapters are 🔥spice rated! Running from their mafia roots, she thought he was an artist and he thought she was a poet.

When Lilah and Mac share an art room and become each other's muses, they discover they are a Good Girl and a Sir. 

In their secret room they explore their darkest desires. 
But Lilah already has a Daddy. And Daddy is going to need her back, because Lilah is not just his Baby Girl, she is his Partner In Crime.

I takes just eight weeks to create a beautiful dark love story, which ends in a broken heart and an empty room. Who breaks whose heart, and why does one of them have to run?

In Lilah's words - "I love you for many things. But I never told you that, and now I guess, I never will. Unless I can find some way to reach you. Some way to get a message in a bottle to arrive at the edge of your ocean. 
Is this what this story is? One long love letter to you? Because everything we know about each other, was contained in that room, and because I thought we'd always be there, I never thought about how I'd find you if ever you were to leave. Or, if ever, I were to have to run."

For information on the book  City Of Need, please contact me via instagram @a.girl.called.violet 

NEED TO KNOW!
Spiced rated between 1 & 3 with 🔥 and are set between April & June.
Heart broken chapters are flagged with 💔 and are set in June.

TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️
Consensual non-consent
Punishent
Pet play
BDSM scenes
Heartbreak
Suicide

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