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He sat on the edge of the bed and felt like throwing up, he wanted to curl up in a ball 
and just sink far down into the ground.

He didn't know what to do in the situation and was stress. The rain outside got louder and harder, hearing the roars of thunder. 

The windows sounding like they were getting hit by rocks, the AC felt like it was being pressured on. All this going on had him in frustration.

His phone kept ringing repeatedly by the same contact as before, he takes a glance at it and turns it around not wanting to reply  or even look at it. He felt one tear come down and caress his cheek as it made its way to his neck, he didn't even wipe it due to his state. He felt heavy and pressured on, he felt sick and numb. 

One tear after the other he start to ball out crying, until he saw the headlights from his window, the light crossing his face causing him to blink due to the brightness.

He slowly gets off the bed and heads to the window. He looks down to see a black familiar car pull in the driveway as the rain hits the roof of it, someone gets out of it. The person looked worried and was already getting drenched in the pouring rain.

"O-oh my god." He says in a weak voice and quickly rushes to go open the door.

He got to the door and quickly opened it.
The guy was drenched in rain but had a slight smile on his face, the boy couldn't hold back and immediately hugged him. 

He didn't care if he was drenched in water, he just glad he was there....

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Desire


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The Citizen Soldier (DNF) by CheetahBoi

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Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE) by xHeatLifex

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Mine by KatNim

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