Paragraphs or letters I wish I could've sent to him. Or perhaps, tell him in a call, text. The doubts, regrets, thoughts, grief.
The vents, the rants, or even the basic coversations.
Questions will be left without answers. Doubt would be doubt. The only way for me to get the comfort, is by letting it out, and do it myself. To get a response from you, is only a hope or a dream that would never come true.
If only, I could write to you, for one last time.
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Start : 13 May 2023.
Finish : 09 September 2023.
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I was a stupid... thinking he loves me... never he did and never he will do it... i thought his friendship, his care, his talks as love... i was stupid... thank god i found it before i would say it... i am leaving him once and for all as i dont want to be a burden or interference in his life... i am leaving him once and for all... it is paining but i know i can move on... i will not love anyone but i will make sure i am forgetting him... i have to be strong and i have do it....
But the biggest question is can i ??
#69 on 02.08.2017
#57 on 03.08.2017
This is going for serious edition... so the chapters are now taken down... will be updated after editing every Saturday.