To Leave And To Let Go
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Last published Sat, May 13, 2023
I'm Audrey. And this is our story.
I loath her to the core and I love him so much that I'd rather die when he chose to let me go. I chose to leave. She chose to wait. He chose to let go.
The string of fate connecting the 3 of us snapped and left us all broken and dead. Literally and figuratively.
I can't help but think if I hadn't done "that" she wouldn't have been like this to me. But if I hadn't done that I couldn't have met him.
Our love story is complicated.
So does this book. It's full of puzzles and a pain to comprehend. A hidden meaning to the words we tell to each other. Poisonous yet sweet. Calm yet crazy enough to throw you into a rollercoaster ride of emotions.
Levine your a pain in my ass literally and figuratively.
Rein your the love of my life and I'll die without you literally.
I can't chose so she made the choice.
In the end I couldn't stand it anymore and did the unthinkable.
"The villain in this story is me! But am I really tho? The villain or the main character? Which one is my role"
"Without you my life is meaningless but even so I can't sacrifice my family for you, I'm sorry my love. "
"A decision to make, a choice you must take. Decide my love which path you would take. But think carefully because if you chose wrong someone might wind up dead."
Ps. The cover photo isn't mine. I found it on google so credit to the original artist.
Also I'm new at this so sorry if there are any mistakes.
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