Fallen Petals and Stolen Kisses (A hanahaki Story)

MonoShinKami Hanahaki
TW: ED, Self harm, Mentions of Suicide, Child abuse including physical and emotional abuse
Read at your own risk.
Denki Kaminari, A fun teen who tends to be a bit of a hopeless romantic. But what happens when those hopeless little crushes start to kill him?
Denki didnt know he could ever like two people at once, and he hates himself for it. But he cant seem to get far from Monoma and Shinsou his now best friends who he loves, In not just a platonic way. He loves these boys so much that their favorite flowers fill his lungs.
Old habits die hard. He begins to fall back into old patterns. Bad patterns.
Is he really going to die to protect the love he feels? Or will he get the surgery to save himself?
Or maybe, Just maybe, Theyll love him back?