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Wake up, this is reality

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I wish I could change everything. I wish it never happened. And I wish.. I wish I could go back in time and do things in another way. I wish I could've stopped him. Things had just happened so fast. My life was so nice, but everything happened so fast, and there was nothing I could do to change it. 

It all happened about a year ago. I was just a regular 17-year old, I was just like everybody else. I went to school, took my exams, spent time with my friends and had a good time. But life changes before you even have the time to blink. 

One day, I was watching a movie with my mom. I remember exaclty wich movie we saw, "Rain Man". We sat there peacefully like nothing was wrong. But the truth was that something was wrong, really wrong. Because it suddenly rang on the door. My mom opened, and two police men came in the door. My eyes was wide open, and I can remember I was scared.All Rights Reserved

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Manic Crush

Every girl has 'that' crush. You know what I'm talking about. The one boy who's the first thought on your mind when you wake up, and the last thought before you go to sleep. The one you carefully select your clothes for, don your best makeup, and style your hair perfectly for. I had 'that' crush. Brock was hot; he was sexy and alpha, with dark smoldering eyes and tattoos that littered his rock-hard body. My poor seventeen-year-old heart had no clue how to handle it, because my badass crush wasn't a boy. He was a man; a nightclub owning married man, who also happened to be my best friend's stepdad. I wasn't the only one who was crushing on Emma's stepdad. He knew it too, but the best part about Brock was that he looked like a badass, he acted like a badass, but he treated every single teenage girl in his home with the utmost respect. He had plenty of admirers, but Emma hated anyone who flaunted their shit in front of him. He'd taken her dad's place. He'd moved in not two months after she'd lost him and had tried to 'parent' her. We hated him together; but secretly I adored him. I spent almost three years in a hoodie, scowling at the hottest man in L.A. The day he left Emma's mom was the happiest and saddest day of my life. If you're going to lose your crush, though, ripping it off like a band-aid is the best way to do it. One day he was there and the next he was gone. And now, seven years later, I'm about to walk into his nightclub and audition for him. He's not the man I remember. He's sexier, more intense, and has connections that are not exactly as wholesome as I assumed. But that only makes me want him more....