|~Bitter Brew~|
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Last published Fri, Jun 30, 2023
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forelsket
(n.) the euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love.
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philophobia
(n.) fear of falling or experiencing love.
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Thantophobia
(n.) the fear of loosing someone you love.
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//Soukoku Coffee shop au!// [Strangers to lovers!! (or just Chuuya and Dazai mutually pining for each other because they are both so fvcking gay]
GUYS THERE IS ANGST. i promise it has a happy ending but angst is my best point in writing so ofc i had to add it im so damn good at writing it, ANYWAYS ENJOY POOKIES
(TW's will be added but expect Dazai typical su*cide references)
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