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Shame

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"Shame", a story-telling poem of mine that presents "4611" as the main character. 
They struggle with personality and psychotic disorders such as schizophrenia, bipolarity, and hallucinations. 
These disorders make 4611 believe that their life is a significant subject, almost like a god, and they feel compelled to obey their commands by ending their own life on their 15th birthday. 
4611's disorders are being treated by a doctor, although with no significant outcomes. 
The idea of an unknown god is imaginary, a result of 4611's disorders. 
Whether 4611 actually completes their task is left to your imagination.All Rights Reserved

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