I can't help but want you - Bill Denbrough

Your life wasn't always easy. You pretty much raised yourself because your mum was always working but always tried her best. Your dad treated her horribly. Unfortunately, it got to a point where your mum could no longer pay for everything, so she sent you to your cousins house Stanley Uris until she could be able to financially support herself. The relationship between your mum and dad eventually lead you to have really bad trust issues and leading you to avoid relationship in general.

This was before you meet your cousins friend group, and a certain friend...Bill Denbrough.