Your past makes you who you are but Darlin' please don't just promise me you won't.
DieOriginal
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DieOriginal
Ongoing, First published Mar 05, 2015
Mature
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I pull my baseball cap down in frustration, it's getting hot. I was at my twin brothers baseball game. Since our parents divorce I've lived with our father and he lived with our mother. We live approximately thirty minutes apart so I try to come to everyone of his baseball games. When the game finally ended I went down to congratulate him for winning. That's when there was a huge gush of wind and it blew off my cap, so I went after it. A tall, dark, handsome guy happened to pick it up. I thanked him and got it back. That's when my brother Jacob spotted us and came over. "See you have met my sister, Rick" Jacob said. I asked "Why do they call you Rick?" "Richard is my middle name and just go by Rick, and what is you name," Rick asked. I replied "Oh, sorry I'm Annie" Jacob introduces us "This is my best friend Liam Richard Lee and this is my sister Marie Annabella Zae." Rick ask, "How come I've never met you?" Jacob says "Annie lives with our dad, not far from here."
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