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Fear, agony and helplessness. 
These words are enough to describe my life. 
The life that he snatched away from me. The life that was once filled with the joys and laughters is now filled with nothing but darkness. 

They say I should start living again. 
But how? They never told me that. The place that is the reason of my destruction, they are pushing me towards it and wants me to go there with a beaming smile. 

Whom should I ask for help when my own parents refuse to trust me?

God? 

Funny how I even think about him. He is not here. Because if he exists why don't he see the wrongdoings of his creations? Why is he not punishing the wrongdoers? As they say that God always does justice. Why is he silent in my case?

If you don't want to listen to me, it's okay, even my parents don't want to listen to me. I am used to it.



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Note :- Please ignore any grammatical error or just tell me politely as English is not my first language. This story contains strong language, psychotic behaviour & violence. You are being warned. 
All the dialogues and story lines are owned by me. If you find anything relatable to any other story it can be a coincidence. I hope it is good enough to waste your time on it. 

Starting :- 30 January 2024
Ending :-All Rights Reserved

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