The things I never told anyone; ABOUT LAST YEAR - POEMS

Being a 16-year-old girl is hard. But if you add realizing you are not straight, right before starting a new school, a new team with a new coach (that doesn't like you, and you start to hate cause he destroyed the love you had for the game), then it's almost impossible, and trust me I KNOW. Because that was me last year and during some moments I didn't think I was going to survive, but I did, and this (+ a lot of time spent painting, which resulted in a lot of paintings as well) is what got me here alive (maybe too deep, but it's true). Also reading poems that i could relate to helped, and that's why I wanted to post this.

One of my friends told me i should name this "the key to my brain" because it is, but to unlock my brain you need more than my deepest secrets and purest thoughts, you will need MY STORY, and this is only part of it. So maybe I should call it "a map to my brain". But then it's about last year, and how/what I thought at the moment, soo.

Last year was one of the worst I will ever experience, but when I started writing the voices in my head weren't as loud. I just wrote everything and nothing at the same time. Some are DEEP, others shallow.
I wrote most of them during the evenings and night, cuse that was the only time I felt alone but not lonely.

Hope you like them, or at least one of them.

ps. if you ever feel like everything sucks, just know it will get better.

ps 2. asking for help makes you strong, not weak.

ps 3. my favorite are the ones after RANDOM.