In Our Own World
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Last published Sun, Jun 7, 2026
"They say when a person is dying their whole life reflects infront of them- the good, the bad, the unhappy, the sad, the hurtful, the regretful in all everypart of the life. The ones we regret the most as well. So why did it feels like my life is ending right now. I am not dying but why does it feels like i am dead."
Ashley johns, the famous model and singer. She just suffered a huge loss of someone very close to her.
She wanted to spend her life with him, love him. But life had different plans for them.
Nile Barker, a footballer, who goals not just on the field but maybe into her heart as well.
Devin Lancaster, the actor who won hearts of people, will he be able to win her heart too?
Zayn Haiz, a singer whose music speaks to the deepest parts of her soul, but is she ready to trust her heart again?
Who is going to win her heart and be her forever?
This is her story. Finding a place in the middle of chaos . Will she ever be able to forget? Forgive? And then love again? Or she is just going to live like this?
A tale-of grief, redemption, and maybe the courage to love again.
Read the story to find out.
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