The Endless Loop Of Life
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Last published Fri, May 26, 2023
If you had told me 3 years ago that I would be married, I would've thought it was a cruel joke. Maybe it is. What if I'm actually dead and I'm imagining all of this. That's the thing. I am dead. I killed myself 3 years ago and now I'm living in this loop of "my life". I don't know how that happened and I'm not sure why I still remember my death. No one normally would. I have figured out the mistake in this game called "life". But I have no idea what I should do or where I should start.
- Violet Thompson
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