A Promise of Relief
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Hayley
Struggling with trauma from childhood and pressure to write my first book I fall into a depressive state. During a lonely night, of drinking, I decide I no longer want to live anymore. I can't bring myself to do it so I find my way onto the dark web to hire someone to do it for me sometime throughout the year. I just can bare the thought of knowing when it's gonna happen. After a chance encounter with Marshall, I immediately regret my decision and realize I have no way to get in touch with the person I hired to inform them that I changed my mind.
The Devil
She hired me to end her "misery". This is normally not my MO, I don't help people off themselves. But something about the photo she posted made me feel something. I knew I couldn't let anyone else take the job. She's MINE to choose when and how she dies. I insert myself into her life as easily as I can within her friend group and wait patiently for my opportunity.
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