Under Influence

I run down stairs. the blood on my white shirt dripping on the hard wood floor. My eyes are red and has a water fall of tears rolling down. JESSE! I screamed with no response. I scream again... nothing.
My long dark hair in the high ponytail Jessie put it in is all messed up with hair on the sides. My white V neck drenched in blood, My black skinny jeans now have a new rip on my knee. Blood all over my hands and face and a bruise on my cheek. The gun in one hand. I lost Jesse, The police want me. I killed innocent people. I put the gun inside my mouth with my eyes closed. Memories come to me in black and white *GUN SHOT FIRES* it wasn't mine.