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Ok hehe here I goooo. Ok my name is Natalie or Nat . I'm that girl that no one likes at school just because I'm realllly shy. I hide a lot of secrets under the frail covers of my long sleeves. I am a really troubled but most of all I don't know my identity. I am a person in the crowd that sinks so low it's hard to so. Every thing in my life always goes down but as god says every bad thing follows up with a good one. I wonder what it is for me. Maybe it's the aqua eyes I see before me , maybe it's the dirty blonde hair I snuggle up to. Maybe it's him...
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"Do others also have a crush they obsess over for four years, even when he completely ignores them? Probably not... at least not if they're sane." Natalie is thrilled to finally leave high school behind and start a new chapter in her life. She promises herself she won't be the same dumb teenager, obsessing over boys-specifically, one tall basketball player who never even spared her a glance. What began as an intense crush had slowly twisted into self-doubt and resentment over the years, as each ignored glance chipped away at her confidence. Now, she vows to cherish herself more, to be confident, and to never change for anyone else's approval. But what happens when the same guy she grew to hate, after four years of trying and failing to get his attention, ends up at the same university and, for the first time, calls her name? All rights reserved © Natasha Rich All Rights Reserved
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