Spiral

Bit of a deep one...Watching Channel 4's 'Being Bipolar' documentary recently got me thinking that I should publish "Spiral". Written at a time when I experienced the irrational feeling of not feeling "worthy" or that I deserved the great things I had in my life, it occurred to me we invent all sorts of negative coping mechanisms and harmful habits, like drug abuse, over working and self harm, which could very easily spiral into something much more decisive and final like suicide. Now I can't begin to understand what feeling suicidal must be like, and it's no overnight magical cure, but tomorrow could always be the day you meet the love of your life, win the lottery or your mother gets the "all-clear" from cancer. Who knows? Tomorrow could be the day thighs start randomly looking up.