Deathwish

Izuku Midoriya is tortured by never-ending nightmares about Katsuki Bakugou, where Katsuki acts violently towards him and tries to kill him off. Izuku gets PTSD from these nightmares and from Katsuki's harsh behaviour to him, but he tries to act nicely to him anyway so as to avoid trouble. What Izuku cannot truly understand is why he cannot possibly separate himself from the other boy. It almost seems like they are bound to be together, yet Izuku suffers day after day because of his confusing feelings and because of the blonde's harsh personality. The question is: what does the blonde truly feel? And why can't he separate himself either? They know they are hurting, yet they stay...