What does it look like being that research scientist? There is a reason why these kinds of people were kidnapped for geo-political reasons during WW2. Nobody else knows what you are up to until it's published, seems like a lonely road, right? Either the mind implodes or the target group is imploded. Enjoy the hero's journey of a road less traveled, and the seeking of the truth through a series of experiments (either rogue or through traditional establishments). As vague as is the subject, so is the obstacles that exist within modern society and its judgment.