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Why Am I Like This

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Reads 357
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Parts 6
Time 57m

moonlightskies101

abuse comfort crying gonfreecs hunterxhunter illumizoldyck killua killuazoldyck kurapika leorio nightmare nightmares panicattacks sad sadfic selfharm selfinjury violince

Killua had a horrible childhood which led to many mental problems that he would never admit to. What if one day all of it became too much for him to bear and he couldn't handle it anymore? What if he lost his composure in front of his friends? Would they leave him and call him weak or would they try to help him? 
TW may contain mentions of panic attacks, abuse, strong violence, nightmares, and self harm if any of these things trigger you read at your own riskAll Rights Reserved

abuse comfort crying gonfreecs hunterxhunter illumizoldyck killua killuazoldyck kurapika leorio nightmare nightmares panicattacks sad sadfic selfharm selfinjury violince

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𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 | 𝘒. 𝘡𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘺𝘤𝘬 by -euphoriyxh

Laying on you deathbed, you breath faded after the long life you lived. Taking one final breath.. You jolted awake, unable to remember your life before the bizarre dream. All you were left with was a void where your memories should be. -- ❝𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴❞ -- || KILLUA x [Female]READER || -Modern AU- [You and Killua are both 18 & seniors in high school. So lets say Leorio, Gon, and Kurapika are all the same age as well.] !!(I do not own any of the characters from HxH.)!! !!(NO ART IS MINE! CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL ARITSTS)!!

$The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! by Raven_Kurosaki$

Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio were (y/n)'s best friends. They were the her friends, her everything, her...family, not that her real ones care about her after all she is a "disgrace" to them. (y/n) would do anything to protect them, she would even leave them just so they can stay alive. But why you may ask? Because of The Demon Inside. 📌COMPLETED📌 {DISCLAIMER! I dont own Hunter X Hunter! And I certainly do not own you, only Killua can ;) } >>⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of rape and descriptions of murder<< {WARNING!! CURSING INVOLVED!} ❗️Also this book is really old, it was my first ever fanfic so you can make fun of it I don't mind it's really funny! I love the comments you guys make me smile! I might rewrite this book with the same concept but different characters and plot. 🤷‍♀️ ❗️

$Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~ by AtlasKozume$

Your Gon's 'Little sister' you sneak onto the boat to the hunter Exam so that you could be with him, and things take off from there. You meet Killua and get a 'Tiny' Crush on him and with that, you with Killua and Gon every step of the way. But, when you learn about your real past will things stay the same? or will they change for good? if it changes, will it be a good or a bad one? Will you have your chance will Killua, or will stay as 'The bestfriends little sister' Thats for you to find out. "Why can you trust Gon so much and not Me?!" "Because Gon's my Age." "What does that have to do with trust! we met at the same time!" "I know Gon better." "No you dont Killua! Just! Put your trust in me!"

KilluaXReader: Kill her with Love by Little_Wolfgirl

Y/n no longer had the will to live. She was the illegitimate child between an idol and a big shot, who was a married man. She was neglected as a child and is often beaten by her mother, and her father had never visited her. She was hidden from the media, hidden in the dark. She was a freshmen in college this year, and nothing had change at all. Y/n runs out to a lake one late night. Her body was freshly bruised by her mother. She's had it, she was done. Nothing was going right. Her pants got wet as she walks into the lake. Her shirt was slowly starting to get drenched by the water. She only had one regret; to have someone love her. "Instead of doing that, how about I kill you with love?" He pulls you out of the lake. "That wouldn't be too bad." Upon meeting this man, he has changed your life. The dull world that you saw was now brightened up by him. How exactly will he kill you with love? What lies beyond those dark days? ------- This story is dark and deep. And yes, I plan to make you cry. If you cried at some point in the story, I've accomplished what I'm going for. ONGOING SLOW UPDATES ON HIATUS In case you didn't look at the tags, there is a tragedy tag... ------ I Do Not Own HunterxHunter Art cover is mine(I suck at drawing his hair XD)

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 | 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦! 𝘬𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 by kazuhahalol

Yandere! Kurapika x Fem! Reader book. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 The world is a nasty place. "Motive" Everyone has a motive, it could be bad or good, that's why the world is so unbalanced. There are many different views on whats "bad" and whats "good", that's why crime is so common. A person's motive could be money, power, maybe even strength, but the most important motive is love. When you love something, you'll do whatever you can to get to it. You'll do whatever you can to get to your goal if it's truly something you desire. That's exactly what Kurapika will do. He will do whatever he can to get you to love him back, even if it means hurting you mentally, or hurting those you love. I do not own hunter x Hunter. ⚠️Contains mentions of rape, suicide, murder, gore, and sensitive topics. This is your first warning, I am not responsible for your triggers.⚠️

Hallucinations [HxH story] by LeorioStan

After being separated for 5 years Gon's mental health has declined, leaving him with hallucinations and delusions. Gon one day happens to bump into Killua and the both of them catch up. They both, later on, meet with Kurapika and Leorio. They plan to spend the holidays with each other and enter a New Year! Gon however thinks he won't be around for the year to come. Will their friends be able to figure it out before it happens? **Slow updates!** 𝙏𝙬: 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙎 𝙎𝙏𝙊𝙍𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙇𝙇 𝙄𝙉𝘾𝙇𝙐𝘿𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙁𝙊𝙇𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙄𝙉𝙂! 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙢 𝙎𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙖𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩/𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙪𝙢𝙖 𝘽𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝘼𝙣𝙭𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙨 If you are sensitive to such topics then please click away. Enjoy! I have no idea who the original artist for the cover is. I only drew the eyes!!

Split String of Fate:(Killua x Reader x Kurapika) by oOcalypsoOo

You find yourself all alone in a cruel world, wallowing in your dark shadow of a life, until a certain group comes along. These 4 really know how to make you smile, specifically Kurapika and Killua, whom you have a brief history with. How will your story unfold? ~This is my first fanfic so please be nice :)

Ms.kurta~ Kurapika x fem!Reader by Blueberries_waffles

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* You are gon's sister you look nothing alike because you are like your mother. You never wanted to see your "father" or the man that once was your father at lest but you couldn't Just let gon go on his own yeah he could have done it himself but you were to overprotective. All you actually wanted was to see gon dream come true. But what happens when you have a secret family.!?

Be Mine {KilluaXReader} by ThePricklyCactus

You are a young girl who usually doesn't have a care in the world. You now in a apartment by yourself in a small town by the coast. You grew bored of your life because nothing really happened. Then one day you meet a silver haired boy who could be the cure to your boredom. He was traveling with his sister and his friends. You decided to travel with him and his friends but you begin develop feelings for him. ♪─────Ｏ(≧∇≦)〇──────♪ Ok so this is my first fanfic ever Please tell me what you think Good or bad Tell me Hope you enjoy The story takes place a few years after the anime has ended. You and Killua are both around the age of seventeen. I'll try to make whatever you look like up to the reader. Hope you enjoy! ------------------------------------------------------ I do not own: • hunterxhunter •the plot •or any if the characters This is a fan fiction and therefore my own fantasy world in words The sequel- I'm Yours

Heartaching Obsession 【Yandere! Killua Zoldyck】 by YungNightAce

【School! AU】 "If you're so popular, why are people afraid of you?" "It's just because. Who wouldn't be scared of someone who came from a long line of infamous assassins?" "Gon, Kurapika, and Leorio are not afraid of you." "Yeah, but I mean, besides them. No one likes me and all I have are annoying fan girls stalking me." "But I like you." "Huh?" And that's when Killua realized he had something to live for after all. ~ I don't own Hunter x Hunter ~ Cover credits to @Juni_Penguin_!

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The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! cover

$Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~ cover$

KilluaXReader: Kill her with Love cover

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 | 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦! 𝘬𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 cover

Hallucinations [HxH story] cover

Split String of Fate:(Killua x Reader x Kurapika) cover

Ms.kurta~ Kurapika x fem!Reader cover

Be Mine {KilluaXReader} cover

Heartaching Obsession 【Yandere! Killua Zoldyck】 cover

𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 | 𝘒. 𝘡𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘺𝘤𝘬

Laying on you deathbed, you breath faded after the long life you lived. Taking one final breath.. You jolted awake, unable to remember your life before the bizarre dream. All you were left with was a void where your memories should be. -- ❝𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴❞ -- || KILLUA x [Female]READER || -Modern AU- [You and Killua are both 18 & seniors in high school. So lets say Leorio, Gon, and Kurapika are all the same age as well.] !!(I do not own any of the characters from HxH.)!! !!(NO ART IS MINE! CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL ARITSTS)!!