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Why Am I Like This

moonlightskies101

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Reads 757
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Parts 6
Time 57m

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Killua had a horrible childhood which led to many mental problems that he would never admit to. What if one day all of it became too much for him to bear and he couldn't handle it anymore? What if he lost his composure in front of his friends? Would they leave him and call him weak or would they try to help him? 
TW may contain mentions of panic attacks, abuse, strong violence, nightmares, and self harm if any of these things trigger you read at your own riskAll Rights Reserved

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Your Gon's 'Little sister' you sneak onto the boat to the hunter Exam so that you could be with him, and things take off from there. You meet Killua and get a 'Tiny' Crush on him and with that, you with Killua and Gon every step of the way. But, when you learn about your real past will things stay the same? or will they change for good? if it changes, will it be a good or a bad one? Will you have your chance will Killua, or will stay as 'The bestfriends little sister' Thats for you to find out. "Why can you trust Gon so much and not Me?!" "Because Gon's my Age." "What does that have to do with trust! we met at the same time!" "I know Gon better." "No you dont Killua! Just! Put your trust in me!"

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Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~

Your Gon's 'Little sister' you sneak onto the boat to the hunter Exam so that you could be with him, and things take off from there. You meet Killua and get a 'Tiny' Crush on him and with that, you with Killua and Gon every step of the way. But, when you learn about your real past will things stay the same? or will they change for good? if it changes, will it be a good or a bad one? Will you have your chance will Killua, or will stay as 'The bestfriends little sister' Thats for you to find out. "Why can you trust Gon so much and not Me?!" "Because Gon's my Age." "What does that have to do with trust! we met at the same time!" "I know Gon better." "No you dont Killua! Just! Put your trust in me!"