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Why Am I Like This

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Reads 519
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Parts 6
Time 57m

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Killua had a horrible childhood which led to many mental problems that he would never admit to. What if one day all of it became too much for him to bear and he couldn't handle it anymore? What if he lost his composure in front of his friends? Would they leave him and call him weak or would they try to help him? 
TW may contain mentions of panic attacks, abuse, strong violence, nightmares, and self harm if any of these things trigger you read at your own riskAll Rights Reserved

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$The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! by Raven_Kurosaki$

Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio were (y/n)'s best friends. They were the her friends, her everything, her...family, not that her real ones care about her after all she is a "disgrace" to them. (y/n) would do anything to protect them, she would even leave them just so they can stay alive. But why you may ask? Because of The Demon Inside. 📌COMPLETED📌 {DISCLAIMER! I dont own Hunter X Hunter! And I certainly do not own you, only Killua can ;) } >>⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of rape and descriptions of murder<< {WARNING!! CURSING INVOLVED!} ❗️Also this book is really old, it was my first ever fanfic so you can make fun of it I don't mind it's really funny! I love the comments you guys make me smile! I might rewrite this book with the same concept but different characters and plot. 🤷‍♀️ ❗️

Thank you, Killua (Gonkillu) by ratatouillesugar

Light. Who knew seeing someone that reminded me of light could make all of the thoughts go away. Meeting him changed everything, for the better. To my dear Killua, thank you, for saving me. ~ Gon. TW! Suicidal thoughts Scars/ Self harm/ suicide attempt Mentions of rape ( no details ) Slurs This is a gonkillu and gay asf and super fluffy, there is angst in the beginning, please vote and lmk if you like it please <3 ITS KINDA SLOW IN THE BEGINNING MAYBE?? Also art isn't mine, I found it in Pinterest!

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 | 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦! 𝘬𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 by kazuhahalol

Yandere! Kurapika x Fem! Reader book. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 The world is a nasty place. "Motive" Everyone has a motive, it could be bad or good, that's why the world is so unbalanced. There are many different views on whats "bad" and whats "good", that's why crime is so common. A person's motive could be money, power, maybe even strength, but the most important motive is love. When you love something, you'll do whatever you can to get to it. You'll do whatever you can to get to your goal if it's truly something you desire. That's exactly what Kurapika will do. He will do whatever he can to get you to love him back, even if it means hurting you mentally, or hurting those you love. I do not own hunter x Hunter. ⚠️Contains mentions of rape, suicide, murder, gore, and sensitive topics. This is your first warning, I am not responsible for your triggers.⚠️

$Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~ by AtlasKozume$

Your Gon's 'Little sister' you sneak onto the boat to the hunter Exam so that you could be with him, and things take off from there. You meet Killua and get a 'Tiny' Crush on him and with that, you with Killua and Gon every step of the way. But, when you learn about your real past will things stay the same? or will they change for good? if it changes, will it be a good or a bad one? Will you have your chance will Killua, or will stay as 'The bestfriends little sister' Thats for you to find out. "Why can you trust Gon so much and not Me?!" "Because Gon's my Age." "What does that have to do with trust! we met at the same time!" "I know Gon better." "No you dont Killua! Just! Put your trust in me!"

It's You That I Lie Awake by juicybxssie

Gon, Killua, Leorio, and Kurapika finally get the chance to see each other again! But Kurapika is carrying a major secret... (Potential triggers in story! Self-harm, violence, language and sexual themes. Please read at own risk!)

(Leopika) by CocoaInDistress

(HunterxHunter modern day AU) One night when Leorio meet someone at a bar he realizes that his relationship with Kurapika is unhealthy. After constantly being told to "shut up" or "go away" Leorio finally breaks it off. Months after Leorio left, Kurapika started to feel empty inside. He decided to resort to bad habits as a coping mechanism. When Kurapika finds out that Leorio has a new significant other, Kurapika attempts suicide. He was saved in by the last person he'd expected....... Leorio Warnings Drug and alcohol usage, thoughts and attempts of suicide, self harm, and abuse No art belongs to me I had help with this, so check out @QInDistress We're both amateur writers, so we apologize in advanced for any grammar/spelling mistakes Thanks! Hope you enjoy!

"Just a Touch" by jazzplays1234

" when Kurapika and his husband Leorio decided to move it meant Gon was gonna have to transfer because the school year already started.. they didn't know there life was gonna change.. when Gon met "Killua Zoldyck" a boy with deep secrets but one of his biggest secrets wasn't a secret his family were assassins which made all of the students scared of Killua zoldyck scared that he would kill one of them but that didn't stop Gon from wanting to become closer to Killua who was muted he never talks Gon wants to save Killua and become friends.!" But will friendship turn into love..? Or will it all fall apart..?! Warning ⚠️ : Gay,suicidal,depression,cuts,fights,Arguing,sexual Activities,cussing

✿︎𝑼𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆✿︎ [Yandere Killua x Gon] by Mizuharu_suki

Killua and gon separated after the bizarre of fighting the chimera ants. Gon lost his nen and he returned back to his homeland. While killua and alluka traveled around the world and deciding to go on many adventures. It's fun hanging out with alluka and discovering many things together...but he feels like he is missing something even though he have everything he still feels incomplete...maybe it's just he miss his bestfriend. Finally the day comes where gon and killua reunited..they both missed eachother so much. Killua swore that he will never leave gons side ever again but, over days he feels a weird obsession growing inside of him. Those obsession turns possessive and manipulative. While gon doesn't know anything of this but he can tell the changing attitudes of killua when he is around him. Gon faced many obstacles. He slowly loses all his loved ones. He doesn't know who is behind all of this he 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠 to find out. 𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑... ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑚𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡... 𝐻𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅...

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Laying on you deathbed, you breath faded after the long life you lived. Taking one final breath.. You jolted awake, unable to remember your life before the bizarre dream. All you were left with was a void where your memories should be. -- ❝𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴❞ -- || KILLUA x [Female]READER || -Modern AU- [You and Killua are both 18 & seniors in high school. So lets say Leorio, Gon, and Kurapika are all the same age as well.] !!(I do not own any of the characters from HxH.)!! !!(NO ART IS MINE! CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL ARITSTS)!!

Ms.kurta~ Kurapika x fem!Reader by Blueberries_waffles

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* You are gon's sister you look nothing alike because you are like your mother. You never wanted to see your "father" or the man that once was your father at lest but you couldn't Just let gon go on his own yeah he could have done it himself but you were to overprotective. All you actually wanted was to see gon dream come true. But what happens when you have a secret family.!?

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Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio were (y/n)'s best friends. They were the her friends, her everything, her...family, not that her real ones care about her after all she is a "disgrace" to them. (y/n) would do anything to protect them, she would even leave them just so they can stay alive. But why you may ask? Because of The Demon Inside. 📌COMPLETED📌 {DISCLAIMER! I dont own Hunter X Hunter! And I certainly do not own you, only Killua can ;) } >>⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of rape and descriptions of murder<< {WARNING!! CURSING INVOLVED!} ❗️Also this book is really old, it was my first ever fanfic so you can make fun of it I don't mind it's really funny! I love the comments you guys make me smile! I might rewrite this book with the same concept but different characters and plot. 🤷‍♀️ ❗️