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Why Am I Like This

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Killua had a horrible childhood which led to many mental problems that he would never admit to. What if one day all of it became too much for him to bear and he couldn't handle it anymore? What if he lost his composure in front of his friends? Would they leave him and call him weak or would they try to help him? 
TW may contain mentions of panic attacks, abuse, strong violence, nightmares, and self harm if any of these things trigger you read at your own riskAll Rights Reserved

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Heartaching Obsession 【Yandere! Killua Zoldyck】 by YungNightAce

【School! AU】 "If you're so popular, why are people afraid of you?" "It's just because. Who wouldn't be scared of someone who came from a long line of infamous assassins?" "Gon, Kurapika, and Leorio are not afraid of you." "Yeah, but I mean, besides them. No one likes me and all I have are annoying fan girls stalking me." "But I like you." "Huh?" And that's when Killua realized he had something to live for after all. ~ I don't own Hunter x Hunter ~ Cover credits to @Juni_Penguin_!

$Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~ by AtlasKozume$

Your Gon's 'Little sister' you sneak onto the boat to the hunter Exam so that you could be with him, and things take off from there. You meet Killua and get a 'Tiny' Crush on him and with that, you with Killua and Gon every step of the way. But, when you learn about your real past will things stay the same? or will they change for good? if it changes, will it be a good or a bad one? Will you have your chance will Killua, or will stay as 'The bestfriends little sister' Thats for you to find out. "Why can you trust Gon so much and not Me?!" "Because Gon's my Age." "What does that have to do with trust! we met at the same time!" "I know Gon better." "No you dont Killua! Just! Put your trust in me!"

(Leopika) by CocoaInDistress

(HunterxHunter modern day AU) One night when Leorio meet someone at a bar he realizes that his relationship with Kurapika is unhealthy. After constantly being told to "shut up" or "go away" Leorio finally breaks it off. Months after Leorio left, Kurapika started to feel empty inside. He decided to resort to bad habits as a coping mechanism. When Kurapika finds out that Leorio has a new significant other, Kurapika attempts suicide. He was saved in by the last person he'd expected....... Leorio Warnings Drug and alcohol usage, thoughts and attempts of suicide, self harm, and abuse No art belongs to me I had help with this, so check out @QInDistress We're both amateur writers, so we apologize in advanced for any grammar/spelling mistakes Thanks! Hope you enjoy!

My Light (KilluGon) /READ DESCRIPTION/ by Amakwii

This is a KilluGon story Killua was born into a family of assassins. He didn't have the best childhood, and he has a lot of trauma. Just when Killua thought that nothing could save him he met somebody... But will they be able to fix Killua and help him? This story contains: -bxb -a lot of ooc (out of character) -cringe -my au -KilluGon -LeoPika -selfharm -suicidal thoughts -ed (Eating disorder) -fluff -throwing up -mentions of past abuse If you're not okay with these, don't read the story! This story is very old and cringe. I was still young when I wrote this and I hate it.

$The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! by Raven_Kurosaki$

Gon, Killua, Kurapika, and Leorio were (y/n)'s best friends. They were the her friends, her everything, her...family, not that her real ones care about her after all she is a "disgrace" to them. (y/n) would do anything to protect them, she would even leave them just so they can stay alive. But why you may ask? Because of The Demon Inside. 📌COMPLETED📌 {DISCLAIMER! I dont own Hunter X Hunter! And I certainly do not own you, only Killua can ;) } >>⚠️TW⚠️ Mention of rape and descriptions of murder<< {WARNING!! CURSING INVOLVED!} ❗️Also this book is really old, it was my first ever fanfic so you can make fun of it I don't mind it's really funny! I love the comments you guys make me smile! I might rewrite this book with the same concept but different characters and plot. 🤷‍♀️ ❗️

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Yandere! Kurapika x Fem! Reader book. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 The world is a nasty place. "Motive" Everyone has a motive, it could be bad or good, that's why the world is so unbalanced. There are many different views on whats "bad" and whats "good", that's why crime is so common. A person's motive could be money, power, maybe even strength, but the most important motive is love. When you love something, you'll do whatever you can to get to it. You'll do whatever you can to get to your goal if it's truly something you desire. That's exactly what Kurapika will do. He will do whatever he can to get you to love him back, even if it means hurting you mentally, or hurting those you love. I do not own hunter x Hunter. ⚠️Contains mentions of rape, suicide, murder, gore, and sensitive topics. This is your first warning, I am not responsible for your triggers.⚠️

KilluaXReader: Kill her with Love by Little_Wolfgirl

Y/n no longer had the will to live. She was the illegitimate child between an idol and a big shot, who was a married man. She was neglected as a child and is often beaten by her mother, and her father had never visited her. She was hidden from the media, hidden in the dark. She was a freshmen in college this year, and nothing had change at all. Y/n runs out to a lake one late night. Her body was freshly bruised by her mother. She's had it, she was done. Nothing was going right. Her pants got wet as she walks into the lake. Her shirt was slowly starting to get drenched by the water. She only had one regret; to have someone love her. "Instead of doing that, how about I kill you with love?" He pulls you out of the lake. "That wouldn't be too bad." Upon meeting this man, he has changed your life. The dull world that you saw was now brightened up by him. How exactly will he kill you with love? What lies beyond those dark days? ------- This story is dark and deep. And yes, I plan to make you cry. If you cried at some point in the story, I've accomplished what I'm going for. ONGOING SLOW UPDATES ON HIATUS In case you didn't look at the tags, there is a tragedy tag... ------ I Do Not Own HunterxHunter Art cover is mine(I suck at drawing his hair XD)

Tell me - [Killua X Reader fanfic] by RiggedOnRiggs

Killua Zoldyck, a world renowned assassin. He's also a hunter. Helping out his best friend Gon Freecs was his priority, until that voice in the back of his head kicked in. Why couldn't anyone else see it? You were so captivating. His heart wasn't supposed to beat so fast, according to Gon anyway. Thats why he could leave you so easily, because Gon said so. But sometimes your best friend in the whole world doesn't understand your feelings. He was pining for you to be at his side again. When his dream does come true, its in a way he could never imagine. [Name] [Surname] has to be escorted halfway around the world just to get to safety. An anti-hunter group wants her dead, and its Killua's worst nightmare. [Disclaimer : as much as I wish they did, the characters and world of Hunter X Hunter dont belong to me. However the plot and original characters do belong to me.]

"Just a Touch" by jazzplays1234

" when Kurapika and his husband Leorio decided to move it meant Gon was gonna have to transfer because the school year already started.. they didn't know there life was gonna change.. when Gon met "Killua Zoldyck" a boy with deep secrets but one of his biggest secrets wasn't a secret his family were assassins which made all of the students scared of Killua zoldyck scared that he would kill one of them but that didn't stop Gon from wanting to become closer to Killua who was muted he never talks Gon wants to save Killua and become friends.!" But will friendship turn into love..? Or will it all fall apart..?! Warning ⚠️ : Gay,suicidal,depression,cuts,fights,Arguing,sexual Activities,cussing

Be Mine {KilluaXReader} by ThePricklyCactus

You are a young girl who usually doesn't have a care in the world. You now in a apartment by yourself in a small town by the coast. You grew bored of your life because nothing really happened. Then one day you meet a silver haired boy who could be the cure to your boredom. He was traveling with his sister and his friends. You decided to travel with him and his friends but you begin develop feelings for him. ♪─────Ｏ(≧∇≦)〇──────♪ Ok so this is my first fanfic ever Please tell me what you think Good or bad Tell me Hope you enjoy The story takes place a few years after the anime has ended. You and Killua are both around the age of seventeen. I'll try to make whatever you look like up to the reader. Hope you enjoy! ------------------------------------------------------ I do not own: • hunterxhunter •the plot •or any if the characters This is a fan fiction and therefore my own fantasy world in words The sequel- I'm Yours

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Heartaching Obsession 【Yandere! Killua Zoldyck】 cover

$Put your trust in me! /Killua X Reader\ ~HxH~ cover$

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The Demon Inside {Killua X Reader} PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION! cover

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KilluaXReader: Kill her with Love cover

Tell me - [Killua X Reader fanfic] cover

"Just a Touch" cover

Be Mine {KilluaXReader} cover

Heartaching Obsession 【Yandere! Killua Zoldyck】

【School! AU】 "If you're so popular, why are people afraid of you?" "It's just because. Who wouldn't be scared of someone who came from a long line of infamous assassins?" "Gon, Kurapika, and Leorio are not afraid of you." "Yeah, but I mean, besides them. No one likes me and all I have are annoying fan girls stalking me." "But I like you." "Huh?" And that's when Killua realized he had something to live for after all. ~ I don't own Hunter x Hunter ~ Cover credits to @Juni_Penguin_!