I'll lose my mind at least another thousand times
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grandiose_ely
Complete, First published May 30, 2023
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To Kaveh, showing any sort of emotional vulnerability in front of people is the worst kind of torture, but still it gets incredibly hard dealing with everything alone, so maybe it won't be that bad letting his trusted... friend? saviour? love of his life? bane of his existence?... roommate, be there for him, even if he can't actually tell him what's wrong. Alhaitham doesn't have time to just sit around doing nothing, but Kaveh was never nothing.

Or

Tl;dr Kaveh keeps having breakdowns but can't verbalize his problems, nothing can be solved if he can't communicate, Alhaitham knows this but he stays anyways.
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Breaking His Concentration (Alhaitham x Kaveh) by runawaybutterfly
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Kaveh isn't ignorant of how the people of Sumeru look at him and his Alpha roommate. Their living situation is highly unconventional. Despite what the hushed whispers heard in the hallways of the Akademiya would make you believe, the Omega isn't seeing his roommate in any capacity. Be it romantic or sexual. It's a matter of convenience for both of them. Well... he somewhat doubts Alhaitham really benefits from the arrangement. His roommate makes his disdain for their living situation no secret. Regardless of rumors or the factual status between the two, Kaveh finds himself entangled with another person entirely anyway. --- Kaveh requires an Alpha companion for his otherwise painful (and upcoming) heat. He turns to someone who might as well be a stranger, not even stopping to consider asking his Alpha roommate. Turns out that wasn't the right choice. --- Join us on the Haikaveh Discord (16+): https://discord.gg/hkvh
Not Friends Exactly [Kavetham] by Jenekoo
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Who was it brought thee here at nightfall, who?

5 parts Complete Mature

After the death of his parents', Kaveh-still a young boy-is left with the burden of their debt. Shunned by those around him, the child's only way out of it is to sell himself into the royal harem, where he is quickly disregard as a foolish child, the king having no desire to bed an adolescent. He spends his years within the place cowering through the shadow of night, snatching food where he can, and finding reprieve within the archives, where one night, he makes an unlikely friend. And all is well, until the boy forgotten by the king, is once again found. 𓆩✧︎𓆪 Join us on the Haikaveh Discord (16+): https://discord.gg/hkvh Originally written by 1MB on Ao3, posted with permission.

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