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actions of regret - akitoya.

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Reads 20,061
Votes 491
Parts 25
Time 1h 16m

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akito finds himself falling deeper and deeper into depression picking up unhealthy coping mechanisms along to way. after a suicide attempt everything changes, how will he recover? 


there is going to be triggering topics within this fic. 
such as:
 self-harm, attempted suicide, implied sa, cyberbullying, paranoid hallucinations (hearing voices) and eating disorders.
don't force yourself to read this if you find yourself too sensitive to the topics, take care.All Rights Reserved

akito akitoangst akitoya angst anhane aoyagitoya azusawakohane bxb gay gxg lesbian mentalillness mlm projectsekai selfharm shinonomeakito shinonomeena shiraishian vividbadsquad wlw

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