Boyfriends.

"I was homophobic, but then God gave me the most perfect boy in the world and told me to get the fuck over myself."

Convincing yourself to cover up who you are for years, that's something Shane Dawson is a professional at.

Raised in a strict home, where homosexuality was taught as a sin and forbidding it was god's will, he denied himself for years, for his entire life.

And then Shane met Joey, The openly gay guy in the small town, who was happy.

And Shane absolutely hated him.

He hated that he could be who he was.

Shane just kept avoiding Joey, building up walls, trying to protect himself.

But maybe the boy from the big city could break down walls faster than they could be built, and heal hearts faster than they could be broken.