Us, the lilac that you soiled in me

Mine has been a life of intriguing game.

I worked up an ethic. Trying to find a reason of certain problems in life. Testing how far the limits of my authority can go. Concluding the efforts in my worthwhile life.

Had I known the happiness from the early stage, perhaps my life could've taken a turn. But then again, it is for what it is. Regretting it now wouldn't change anything.