the way i loved you.

i cannot deny our history together
whether it be the past, present, or future

you annoyed me
i despised you
you cared for me
i wanted to talk to you
you left me

so this is the way i loved you.

☆ may or may not be based on real life
; journal - words i never got to say.
if you do not understand this book, don't worry because me neither. i don't understand it either. i don't understand him at all.

edit: i think i finally understand now. the answer was right in front of me this entire time.
-- the past tense in this title.