An au where Jay never left for Bolivia and so is around to notice Kim's emerging ptsd in 10.08, making him decide that the unit's tendency to keep secrets finally needs to come to an end. **I just really needed to get this out because while the show didn't always do him right I simply cannot believe that if my guy had been there he would not have a) seen the pain she was in and b) done anything about it. So this is my attempt to set a couple things right.**