2009 Memories {Phan}
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Dan Howell is a famous youtuber and has a BBC Radio 1 show with his best friend Phil Lester, fellow youtuber.
Vidcon 2015. They meet Cat, and Phil just may have developed feelings for her. Dan doesn't know what to think of it.
February 2022. Phil and Cat's wedding.
Dan reminisces over his past memories with Phil, and regrets not loving him back.
The problem is: he is too late.
A fanfiction inspired by a Phan video on YouTube called Let your lover go, by Sumirai.
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