Futile - Dazai angst.
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MatureOngoing15m
Last published Thu, Jun 15, 2023
Dazai angst! I'm not well with ship or romance books with I thinkkkk this will contain some..
Warnings:
-soukoku (maybe)
-self harm
-eating disorder (non-specified)
-depression
-swearing
Top tags:
199 in #armeddetectiveagency
266 in #osamudazai
451 in #portmafia
477 in #soukoku
802 in #dazaiosamu
899 in #chuuya
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