Peter vs reality
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Peter struggles with his mental health and it doesn't help he is being abused by his aunt and his 'step-father'. Will the avengers find out? Will peters secrets be revealed?how will they help?
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⚠️self harm⚠️
⚠️mentions of suicide⚠️
⚠️eating disorder⚠️
⚠️deaths⚠️
⚠️abuse⚠️
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❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!
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