~ you pull my heart's strings ~
It took years, for me to be free of all those clutches that kept pulling me behind.
This beautiful sunsets, are the mostttt beautiful thing... I really love how beautiful it feels at the evening.
This cold Breeze, touching my face, this shadow of tree...this beautiful The flow of water, these sounds, all this is so mesmerizing, all this sets my soul frees me from all the bondage of the world.
Life... Life ... life is just combination of all and whole lot phases. Some may will make you cry, some may will make you laugh. It's always depressing to leave something or someone behind. Thinking that they maybe hurt as well .. ?
Sometimes we are bound to have no answers to every question, just to be answered with a beautiful one, all, at once.
Maybe my answers are, Him.
I know very small word, but meant too much for me.
All my answers, was just Him,
is Him.
Someone so beautiful, so lovely like him, how could I not ask God, for not hinting me for such beautiful future?
It was so much difficult to survive everything, only to get him, as my answers in future?
Was worth every sufferings, i was out through..
Life is beautiful, with Him.
But, life is also miraculous, with Me.
You know, after losing everything, i found myself.
I am now more loving, to myself.
I love myself, and i mean it.
I have emerged as a more resilient, more beautiful soul.
I am first myself,
My relationship is first to myself.
I'm still the old person, but with a super updated version.
You know, i have learnt from Falling apart, in each little step.
I have learnt the hard way.
I am happy that i choose myself, over everyone and everything.
which lead my way, to be crossed with you my love.
It feels amazing to be next to you, every second of life feels more beautiful with you. You pull my heart's strings.
- Your Love
••••••••••
®All Rights Reserved
Book One of Five in the New Beginnings Series.
**You do NOT have to read Inhale, Exhale, & Breathe to enjoy these stories**
#1 in bxb tag: 09/21/2024
#4 in friendstolovers tag: 9/21/2024
CYRUS PIERCE:
I'm content in my almost soundless world. I prefer to live through the romance stories I weave and post online. Hardly anyone reads my books, even if they're free, but I do have one fan, and he's supported me since I started writing two years ago.
Except, my writing started to take a depressing dive when I realized that you simply couldn't prevent nor protect your heart from falling for someone. For him. For the one who had no interest in me.
When I fell in love with him, I thought we had a chance. It was an accident.
Turned out, I couldn't be more wrong. He doesn't want me, and I wasn't supposed to have him.
It didn't matter if he showed up in the bookstore every day, talking to everyone else except me. Nor did it matter at all because he didn't know sign language. He couldn't learn.
We couldn't communicate.
But after I go on a date and it ends in putrid disaster, he makes his appearance known, and he's angry.
Then he's doing things for me that confuse me.
My stories are filling up with pages of content, dreams that I want to come true, and my mystery commenter encourages me to continue-to reach my happiness.
To take what I want.
But the activities planned start sparking familiarity-like I lived it before, or maybe dreamed it. Or maybe, just maybe, I'd written it before?
My mind is spiraling, but I can't stop myself from getting closer and closer to him.
I'm not supposed to have him, but my heart craves him.
Sage Monroe, I'm in love with you, and I'm scared now because I have a feeling that you've been communicating with me in more ways than one.